I Don't Know

I Don't Know
by Peters Joshua on Aug 12, 2026 • 1.5 min read
Hmm...
It's a Tuesday evening, with my sweaty hands positioned on my ageing keyboard, eyes on my bright laptop screen in a dark room, slowly deteriorating the shape of my cornea; Looking for anything that can reduce the looming tension around me; or as I like to call it “Finding the right vibe”.
I’m staring at my screen and reminiscing on my past bad decisions… It all started a few days ago, I got that feeling; what feeling? The feeling of your life eating up and not living in it fully; I thought to myself....fuck yeah, I should start a blog... A blog why? I have the skill...I mean, I got a few resources and most especially I got a knack for writing... Well that's what i thought to myself.
Now I’m staring at my screen, with energy surging from my veins and nothing to write about; Oh well maybe this should be my soliloquy garden… I thought.
So yeah I’m starting a blog; who starts a blog in big 26? I absolutely have no idea; well maybe me, I probably need to make it short, for people like me with a short attention span; speaking of people, who are your target audience? really don’t think I have a target audience, but surely that won’t stop me...cringe...
Anyways, this is “Building in the Trenches” a mini blog series. A collection of caffeine-driven thoughts, questionable decisions, things I’m building, things I’m learning and whatever else decides to crawl in my head.
I don’t know where this goes. Guess we’ll find out… peace✌.